Hi Mom,
I didn’t get Grandma’s letter yet. Mom, your email was so
sad! I am just sitting here crying in public. I am so grateful that I got a
chance to say goodbye to Grandpa before I left. I know he was ready to go and
it makes me happy that now he can be with Grandma.
It has been raining here a lot. Also, I have some bad news
and some good news. I’ll start with the bad news.
I will not be emailing you next Monday.
Good News:
I AM GOING
TO THE TEMPLE NEXT WEEK! I will have Thursday as my P day and will email you
then. I am so excited! We have to be at the mission office at 5:45 AM and it
takes an hour to get there. We are going to be so tired but I am sooooo
excited! Hermana Jahnel is one year into her mission and they are letting her
go. I am the lucky companion who gets to go with her!
This week was a difficult week. We are trying to find people
to teach but everyone seems to be far busier than God intended. We have had a
lot of first lessons and canceled seconds. It is frustration at times but never
to hard to handle. God knows us perfectly and is always giving us tender mercies.
It is just up to us to recognize them.
This week the dad of the family we baptized came to church.
(AGAIN)! Although he has not yet accepted to meet with us to learn more, his progression
is such a miracle. I remember the first time Hermana Jahnel and I saw him. We
were actually scared of him. His wife was afraid to talk to him about church
too. It took a while for us to get permission for them to be baptized. But we
planned their baptism around his schedule so he could come. I remember seeing
them walk into the church together. It was a miracle that he was there. Then he
smiled, which was another miracle in and of it’s self! He attended the
following Sunday to see them be confirmed and receive the Holy Ghost. This week
we were teaching them in their home and he walked by. We (again) invited him to
pray with us- This time instead of
saying “no” he said, “I am busy.” His wife replied, “It’s okay, We will wait.”
It was a very special moment of kneeling on the floor
waiting for the dad. Finally he came and knelt down with us. His wife then
offered a beautiful prayer in which she expressed how grateful she was for the
gospel and asked God to help her husband learn more. This Sunday he came again.
We are so excited to see his progression. We are looking forward to the day
they will be sealed as a family and we know that it will start with his
baptism. We are going to continue working hard to teach and baptize him.
I have a zone conference this Wednesday instead of a
district meeting. I don’t know what we are going to talk about but I know that
it will be good. I am excited!
This week I met a prophet! HAHAHA
Some crazy woman was telling us that she was called directly
from God and received the Holy Spirit when she was standing next to a church
one day. That was a hard lesson!
Last week Hermana Jahnel and I went to Goodwill (like DI)
and got a new skirt. I love my Taos. They are keeping my feet healthy. Thank
you for getting them for me!
I am so grateful for Hermana Jahnel! I used to think she is
patient but now I KNOW it! I have been struggling so much with my confidence
these past few weeks. She helps me remember that my confidence comes from the
Lord and his atonement, not from myself. I am okay if I mess up as long as I am
trying my hardest. I don’t know why I have been so sensitive lately. I get so
frustrated with the smallest things. She is helping me to communicate and
express my feelings rather than keeping them all bottled up inside me. I get so frustrated because my body doesn’t
move the way it should. Satan is good at putting discouraging thoughts in my
head! I am just trying to do my best to learn from all the experiences I am
having.
Remember to smile. I am alright and am working hard! I love
it here J.
Te amo,
Hermana Bryan